It might have been a
‘safe house’ in the sense that it was
far away from prying eyes and the long arm of the law, but the hut had
turned
out to offer little in the way of protection from the elements. An
insistent,
unkind wind serenaded the long night hours knocking at a loose slab,
and sleep
for everyone had been cold and restless. Ironic then that it was the
sun that
finally disturbed Joe, creeping in early-morning mischief through the
rough
woven sackcloth that served for a door. As it seeped behind his closed
eyelids
and penetrated his consciousness, he gradually became aware that for
some time
past he had been sleeping with chilled flesh; the thin blanket was
bunched high
around his chin exposing his legs, his torso was trapped in one
position to
preserve what little warmth it had found. Tentatively, he stretched
out,
flexing his toes, feeling the stiffness in his arms and legs, trying to
wake
his body without moving it too close to the colder parts of the mat
upon which
he lay.
His companions slept on, blind to the dappled light now filtering
freely into
every corner of the hut. They breathed in unison, heavily and
contentedly,
apparently as oblivious to the new brightness as they were as to the
dawn
cold. Ned, as was
his custom, lay
perfectly still on his back, his hands folded neatly on his chest as if
he were
particularly absorbed in prayer. Dan
and
Steve were bunched together, feeding off each other’s warmth,
colt-limbed and
puffy-faced. Joe
raised his aching body
into a sitting position and pulled the blanket around his shoulders.
The back
of his skull throbbed with dull pain from his night on hard ground. His eyes were hooded and
bleary as he rubbed
his forehead with a firm palm, scraping his hair back from his face and
pushing
his thick, straight brows into further disarray. He leaned forward,
taking a
cat’s pleasure in the long stretch of his back as he grasped
his boots.
Awkwardly he stood up and picked his way to the entrance, stooping
through the
sackcloth to greet the morning.
The splendid daybreak with its wheeling birds and softly whinnying
horses
dwarfed him with its brilliance, but the sun felt kindly as its
still-pinkish
light shone onto his pallid face. Joe grunted from the stiffness as he
bent to
put his boots on, but as he began to walk through the small grove of
trees
towards the creek, blanket slung over one shoulder, the blood began to
circulate, his muscles quickly eased and he began to feel almost
cheerful. His
plan had been to continue further downstream to bathe in the round,
brown pool
that eddied there, but when he reached the water and watched it
chattering
noisily over the stones, the thought of its icy caress dispersing what
little
warmth he’d acquired seemed unbearable, so instead he chose a
narrower part
with broad, flat stepping stones and jumped across to the far bank. He landed straight and
true on the shingle,
heels together, skidding into the mud, arms aloft to balance him. Above
the
cleft of the river where he stood, smoother grass sloped away steeply,
so he
climbed nimbly up the bank, retreated a little way and then lay down,
knees
bent, hands behind his head, his face turned to the sun. Its rays had
gathered
strength even in the short time he had been awake, and its heat raised
his
spirits, driving the last vestige of ache from his limbs. It was good
to be
alive, good to have stolen this time alone, free from the chores of the
day. At
first he squinted at the scene around him, unwilling to relinquish his
wakefulness, but the bright light soon demanded surrender and he
abandoned the
struggle to keep his eyes open. Almost straight away, his mind began to
wander
its way back to sleepiness. The soft, springy turf welcomed his body,
and
although it was damp, it was such a contrast to the uncomfortable night
he’d
spent that it felt almost as though he lay upon the finest bed in a
warm,
fragrant room.
All that was missing now, he mused, was a gentle, pliant body curled
against
him, one leg slung over his, soft belly breathing against his hip. Instantly he regretted the
uninvited vision.
Joe found that the weeks and weeks that now passed without female
company ate
away at his soul, endowing him with a restlessness that was more than
physical.
He missed the lightness of their voices, the promises held by their
dancing eyes,
the velvet touch of their skin, the giggles and sighs as they yielded
up their
secrets. If the others felt this too, they never said, certainly
nothing beyond
the odd ribald comment. For
Joe however,
the bereavement was too acute for ribaldry, and since he could hardly
explain
what was in his mind, he mourned alone and said nothing.
As his mind roamed, he
reluctantly acknowledged the
inevitability of a heavy, growing tension in his groin. With forlorn
hope that
it might be placated with a simple touch, he rested a comforting hand
over his
front and half turned into the ground to rest himself more comfortably
there.
Joe had discarded many of the notions of his upbringing, but he found
it
difficult to avoid a sense of guilt over the idea of offering himself
any
relief, save for in the utmost necessity.
Nevertheless, his drowsy arousal in the warm
sunshine made it difficult
to resist. After a few moments, he couldn’t help himself; his
hand flattened
against his belly and he slid it down inside his clothes, telling
himself that
he was dozing, and that therefore he could hardly be held to account
for his
actions. In his
dreamlike state, the
pictures in his mind were especially vivid.
Maureen, a girl he knew in nearby Chiltern,
who’d proved particularly
accommodating in the dairy one afternoon a few months before. Then Claire, but Claire as
he’d never had
her, leaning against a wall, long skirts pushed high around her waist,
writhing
on his hand, her short hair lending her appearance a certain
incongruity. Finally,
Claire naked under him, breasts
joggling with their frantic movements...
* * *
Some way away, across the other side of the stream, Claire felt a
thrill of
anticipation as she scrambled to her feet and realised where she was.
She
cursed her long white cotton dress which, although the perfect choice
when
she’d got up that morning, was stupidly impractical for
wandering about in the
scrubby woodland where she now found herself.
If only, she thought ungratefully, she could be sure
of always ending up
in the same place, she’d be able to keep clothes and other
belongings here,
clothes that would actually be useful and make her slightly less
conspicuous. As
carefully as she could,
she brushed the sandy soil from the delicate fabric, sighing at the
smudges
left behind and flicking tiny twigs to the ground. As a finishing
touch, she
ran her fingers down sections of her hair, raking them free of
imaginary blades
of grass.
Joe, she knew, would be somewhere near, but she had no idea of where,
or of how
long it might take to find him. She glanced around looking for a path
worn
between the trees to signpost her in a possible direction. There were
none. The
entire compass laid its choices before her. After a moment she detected
the
faint, distant sound of running water, and since a stream might point
her
towards a settlement of some sort, she decided that would be as good a
place to
start as any. She set off, conscious of the strange figure she cut for
the
birds and mammals, and the disturbance she was causing in the perfect,
quiet
morning air.
As she picked her way through the scrub, she mulled over the phrase
‘dragged
through a hedge backwards’ and hoped that before too long
she’d encounter a
path of some kind. In fact, it was five long minutes before she
emerged,
slightly breathless, from the trees onto the bank of a creek that
bordered open
grassland beyond. There didn’t seem any easy way across just
at that point, so
randomly she turned upstream and began to follow its course. The sun
was still
barely risen, which made it pleasant to stroll along, even though in
places the
ground rose steeply. All around her, birds were still greeting the new
day, and
although she remained excited at the idea of seeing Joe, Claire gave
herself up
to the peacefulness and beauty of the moment. Presently, she came to a
place
where the river widened out, forming a deep pool. Beyond this, the
water was
shallower and the riverbed had thrown up great flat stones, so that she
could
see how crossing it might now be much easier. The stream did not seem
to be
taking her anywhere in particular, so she began to watch for a place
where the
stones lay in a convenient formation for her to get to the other side
and
explore what lay beyond the grassy hillside.
She became so occupied with this task that she was almost directly
opposite Joe
before she noticed him. At first, she started in alarm at the sight of
the
figure sprawled out on the turf, but then a smile of delight crossed
her face
when she realised who it was. She was about to call out an excited
greeting
when it occurred to her that he was asleep. Instead, therefore, she
lowered
herself to the water’s edge and with only a little difficulty
executed a series
of hops and jumps and balances to take her across. In order to climb
out the
higher far bank, she had to pull herself up and hook her knee over the
top,
further ruining her dress. This time, however, she barely noticed.
She scrambled to her feet and focussed on Joe once more. He lay
awkwardly half
on his back but with one knee bent as if frozen in the act of rolling
onto his
front. Her heart lurched and she swallowed hard as she realised that he
wasn’t
asleep after all, or at least, he was only dozing lightly. His
obliviousness to
his surroundings had far more to do with the rhythmic flexing of his
smooth,
brown forearm than with sleep. His shirtsleeve was pushed untidily up
to the
elbow and his hand was buried to the wrist down the front of the rough,
black
pants he wore. As a position for self-stimulation, it was a little
half-hearted, which given the openness of his situation was perhaps not
surprising.
Half-hearted or not, the sight of her lover pleasuring himself in the
early
sunshine moved Claire greatly. Undeniably it stimulated her own desire,
but
beyond that, she was touched by his vulnerability. To see him quite
alone,
attempting to fulfil his own needs struck her as deeply poignant.
Unsure of
what to do next, she approached him gingerly. His curls, chestnut in
the sun,
tangled untidily over his head. His slightly uneven nose twitched
periodically
as if in irritation. His forehead showed traces of sunburn and it had
been a
few days since his face had encountered the care of a razor. The
continuing
movement of his arm showed that he still had no idea that he had
company. A
deep little sigh escaped from his moist, parted lips, and Claire felt
herself
grow warm. It was tempting to watch until his activity reached its
conclusion,
but she guessed that that might embarrass him when he realised.
Besides,
insisted the more self-interested part of her brain, it seemed a bit of
a
waste. Therefore,
she sat herself down
silently next to him and leaned into his ear, careful to avoid touching
it lest
she startle him before she could speak.
“Need some help with that?” she asked, unable to
entirely suppress a thread of
laughter in her quiet voice.
The effect was instant. Joe jerked fully awake, pulling his hand free
as fast
as the awkwardness of his position allowed.
“Jesus, Claire!” He sat up, his words expressing
his delight as well as his
shock. “Creeping up on a man like that. You’ll be
after giving me a heart
attack!”
“Well, it’s not like you were asleep or
anything,” said Claire, absolutely
delighted to have something to tease him about so soon.
“I don’t know what ye mean. I was well gone there
for a moment.” Not
insensitive to the humour of the
situation, Joe’s eyes sparkled, but his cheeks, Claire
noticed, were rather
pinker than they had been. She held his gaze, watching the blush rise
like
mercury into his untidy hairline.
“I don’t think you were,” she said,
biting away her smile. Joe, sitting up
properly now, laughed and pulled her towards him.
“You’re a bad devil for startling me like
that,” he said, obviously not about
to confess. “But it’s grand that you’re
here.”
He sunk his hand around the back of her head and fastened his eyes on
her mouth
as if it were the one thing he had most wanted to see.
She was reminded of the pool she’d just
past
by with its calm, brown depths. He landed a soft, chaste kiss on her
lips then
moved back a little to look at them again. A second kiss followed, this
time
with the tiniest tug of suction, then another close examination of her
face as
if committing it to memory. In the silence of his intense
concentration, Claire
wondered if he could hear her heart beat. She could feel his breath on
her
cheek as he touched her again, but this time rather than withdrawing he
pulled
himself round to a better angle for kissing her passionately and at
length. The
passion of his kiss quite clearly reflected not only how pleased he was
to see
her, but also the level of arousal which his hand had already brought
him to.
She could feel him full and hard against her and an all-pervading
warmth and
fluidity in his movements. After her anticipation of their reunion, not
to
mention the way she had found him, it was so easy to respond to his
ardour that
within only a few seconds their kiss had ceased to be a greeting, and
she had
rolled onto her back, pulling him down heavily on top of her.
Almost immediately Joe ran his hand his hand under her skirt, caressing
her
bare leg and manoeuvring himself closer against her. His tensioned body
and
hungry soul scented satisfaction, urging him to unbutton himself and to
push
his way into the welcoming body beneath him. Claire’s parted
thighs and the
desperation with which she returned his kiss made conquest seem all the
closer.
His mind, on the other hand told him that this would be an unacceptable
way to
behave, even if his partner seemed not unwilling. Apart from anything,
they
were lying in the open without even a handy bush to shield them from
the prying
eyes of his friends who might appear at any moment. Yet all the while
that she
was making him so welcome upon her, it seemed impossible to moderate
their
highly charged embrace. He
found himself
reflecting that if Ned, Dan or Steve happened by they would turn away
and quite
probably never mention it again, in which case, there was hardly a
problem.
For Claire, the idea of Joe hot and excited and barely able to contain
himself
acted as a powerful aphrodisiac. His weight upon her sent her entire
body
pulsing with need for him, and every touch of her hands, every sigh
into his
open mouth seemed to urge him on to finish what he had started. And
yet, and
yet…there was no denying that a few nights holed up in a hut
which had
originally housed a couple of goats had done nothing to enhance
Joe’s appeal.
His own smell, powerful, woodsy and delicious had been swept away by
something
altogether stronger and more unpleasant. Not only that, but they were
lying in
a field which, as far as she knew, might be mere yards away from being
overlooked. She pushed at his ribcage in an ineffectual attempt to roll
him off
her.
“Joe, stop! Hey, slow down! There’s no
rush!”
“Aw Claire, you don’t want to stop now,”
muttered Joe into her neck, knowing
that she was right but finding his mind fighting a losing battle with
his cock.
“Go on,” he added, moving closer to her ear and
denying his own concerns in
seductive tones, “Nobody can see us here. You know you want
to. We’ll be fine.”
“Joe, no!” She was laughing now but pushing harder,
her resolve hardening.
“Will you GET OFF?”
Obediently but with visible reluctance, Joe flopped onto his back,
breathless
and wearing a sulky expression on his face. He reminded Claire of a
little boy
who’d had a bag of sweets taken away. Even that endeared him
all the more to
her.
“Hey, I only meant there must be somewhere we could go, a bit
more private,”
she said coaxingly, sitting up and leaning over to smooth the frown
from his
forehead, unaware that the movement gave him an unimpeded view down the
front
of her dress.
Joe smiled and raised his arms in mock surrender. “Alright.
You’re right. I
agree. It’s just difficult when I’ve been all these
weeks without….without
seeing ye.” His face was damp now, his breath was still
heavy. His untidy
scruff tickled at her face as he kissed her.
“Maybe we could go into the woods over there?”
suggested Claire, keen as he to
maintain their momentum. Joe struggled up onto his elbows, chuckling at
her
inability to disguise her anxiety. She sounded almost as desperate as
he felt.
“So you’re not plannin’ on demanding I
take ye to a fancy hotel then?” he asked
mischievously.
“And would there be much point if I did?” she
countered, determined as always
not to let him get the better of her.
“I reckon I might need to rob another bank before we do that,
not to mention
persuade Ned to let me keep the swag, and somehow I don’t
think you’re wanting
to wait that long.”
“Maybe,” she continued, ignoring him and
concentrating instead on more
practical matters, “We could go for a swim in that pool down
there first?”
Joe had grown up swimming in
creeks and pools and was fond
of the feel of the water on his skin, the pressure as his arms and legs
forced
it to yield space to him, the mysterious depths and the sunlight on the
bobbing
surface. Normally
he would have been
charmed by her suggestion, but he was puzzled as to how this might have
anything to do with lovemaking. He
contemplated the effect of freezing water on his ardour and raised a
quizzical
eyebrow.
“Come on!”
she insisted, tugging at his hand.
Reluctantly he stood up and
wrapped his arm firmly around
her shoulders. They started to make their way downstream, their gait
made bumpy
and awkward by the closeness with which they walked. He smoothed her
hair and
kissed the top of her head.
“Well, at least we’ve almost two hundred and fifty
yards to have a proper
serious conversation,” he told her.
“Don’t ever say I don’t know how to treat
a
lady.”
The temperature was gradually rising, but even so, it was still early
for a
swim. There was no doubt that the water would be close to unbearable.
Claire
began to wonder if after all it wouldn’t just be easier to
skip the ablutions
and accustom herself to the goats.
Surely she could just hold her breath a bit? When they reached the
pool, she peered into
it cautiously, then lest she change her mind, turned around and
motioned to Joe
to undo the back of her dress.
“Let me get this right now,” he said, fumbling for
the tag at her neck. “This
is like those boots you have, I just pull this all the way
down?” He began to
lower the zip very slowly, pausing every few inches to kiss her back.
“Am I
doing this right for ye?”
Claire shivered at the tickle of his mouth and breath on her skin, and
understood he wasn’t just asking about the zip.
“Oh yes, very right,” she giggled.
Joe resumed his work, marvelling at the bare flesh so easily accessible
to his
fingers and his tongue. The way Claire walked about in fewer clothes
than other
women would wear in bed was an erotic idea that he had been turning
over in his
mind not ten minutes earlier, and the delay in gratification they had
imposed
on themselves made the prospect of her nudity exciting.
“Jesus, Claire, have ye nothin’ at all on under
this frock?” he enquired,
wondering if after all he might persuade her back to the ground and
under his
body before their swim. His balls, still high and tight with desire, or
perhaps
the prospect of the impending swim, begged him to give the idea serious
consideration.
“Of course I have!” she laughed, twisting her
shoulders free of the fabric and
watching it billow to the ground in parachute heaps around her ankles.
“Not so to speak of,” observed Joe, his lightness
of tone a throaty effort. To
his eye, the modest triangle of fabric apparently held in place by a
piece of
string offered neither concealment nor warmth or protection. He turned
away to
concentrate on unfastening his own clothes, deeming it best not to
watch as she
pulled the tiny garment off and dived into the pool. When she surfaced
again,
gasping and laughing with shock at the cold, he was just finishing
undressing.
Unaware of his own grace, he stepped lightly to the edge of the pool
and paused
to pose himself for a perfect dive. His body was as hard and
magnificent as
she’d remembered. His erection was waning but lingered
optimistically in front
of him, hanging a little by its own weight as he curled his toes over
the bank
and stretched out his arms.
There was a loud splash, the wash of it slopping over her, and then he
was
beside her, his hair black and sleek like a seal. He trod water,
reaching out
blindly as he shook the water from his eyes. Still laughing, she raised
her
weightless legs and encircled his waist. Her body was growing
accustomed to the
cold now, and she could see the tiny goosebumps on his chest and feel
him slimy
against her as he fumbled up the sloping river bed to find a footing.
“There’ll be nobody as can see us here,”
he teased her, recovering his vision
on the spectacular sight of her partially submerged breasts.
“So now you’re sat
on me like this, tell me what’s to stop me taking ye this
very second.”
Claire pressed herself closer to Joe, squeezing out the freezing water
that
flowed between them and sinking a little nearer to his groin. In such a
position she easily expected to feel the tip of him poking gently
against her,
but there was nothing. She wriggled experimentally as Joe watched with
a grin,
but there was nothing. She twisted around in an easy movement that
would have
defied her on dry land
“You are,” she observed, slipping a hand beneath
him and capturing him easily
and entirely in her palm. “It’s too cold in here
for you to get it up,” she
added, in case he needed the clarification.
It was not an expression Joe had ever heard another women use, but he
was no
longer shocked by Claire’s blunt and unladylike language, and
besides, what she
said was undeniably true. The dull ache of want, nagged by the visual
stimulation of her nakedness, remained deep in his belly, but the shock
of his
dive into the icy water had sent all outward manifestations into hasty
retreat.
Before he could answer though, she laughingly pushed away from him and
swam
across the pool, ducking her head under once more and sending the
ghostly
globes of her bottom surfacing cheekily at him.
Joe watched her go. The pool was not large, so he waited until she
paused by
the far bank and then reached her in three or four easy strokes,
tasting the
water on her neck until she giggled, and then running a finger down her
stomach
to the cleft between her thighs. She flinched, her toes sinking into
the oozing
mud under her feet.
“Is that what you’re thinking? That I’m
not ready for ye?” he enquired, buzzing
wetly on her ear. “You
climb out on that
bank now and say that to my face.” His finger grew a little
more insistent. “Or
maybe you would rather forget the whole idea, hmm? C’mon
Claire. What’s it to
be?”
“Joe, I…”
His voice stayed low and quiet. “It was you who showed me
what happens when I
do this to ye. Are you really going to tell me to stop again
now?”
“I was only going to say,” said Claire, who had no
serious intention of making
love in cold water, “That if you fetch our clothes and that
blanket thing, I’ll
meet you on this side of the pool where there are more
trees.”
It was a brief bathe, and there was no hot water and soap involved, but
even so
she was confident that most of the smell had gone.
Even if there were traces of goat remaining,
the infrequency of their liaisons meant that she was happy to overlook
them. Missing his
company when they were
apart was all very well, but she would not jeopardise the rewards of
being
wanted and then satisfied by him.
Joe straightened up and gave
her a salacious wink. “Don’t go
away now,” he said, turning to swim back the way
he’d come. The cold water did
nothing to anaesthetise the throbbing sensation his touch had left
behind and
she watched lustfully as he unselfconsciously climbed out of the water,
gathered up their belongings and waded strongly across the top of the
pool
where the stream tumbled down into it. She swam to join him, accepting
his
outstretched hand to pull her from the water.
The day was not yet hot enough to make drying in the air a pleasant
experience,
so they did the best they could with the blanket, rubbing each other
and
laughing, a little bashfully, over the discomfort they were prepared to
endure.
Joe squeezed water from Claire’s hair, performing the task
with the same
earnest attention that he had brought to kissing her before. His tender
thoroughness sent a shiver running through Claire that was nothing to
do with
the early hour. Even as they worked, the tension between them
persisted, making
them hurry to lay the blanket down in the nearest sunny spot and smooth
it out.
Then there was nothing more to do, no more flirting necessary, no more
preparations they could make. They moved to meet in the centre. Joe
cupped her
face in both his hands and kissed her, then as if they had wasted too
much time
already they sunk to the ground.
Face to face they lay, watching each other intently, revelling in the
sensation
of Joe growing and hardening between their bellies. He touched her
again,
breathing slowly through his mouth, his tongue creeping out in
concentration as
she responded. Silently,
she rolled onto
her back, biting her lip as she welcomed him and then gasping with
relief as he
shoved himself into her. The
contrast
between their cool, clammy skin and their fiery readiness was almost
too much,
and he closed his eyes, fighting the instant climax that threatened to
overwhelm him. He opened them again, looking deliberately over her
shoulder at
the ground, hardening his ears against her soft moans until he could
trust
himself to move again.
“Are ye OK there?” he asked, panting slightly at
the self-control he was
exerting, and sharing a look of joyful ecstasy with her.
“Uh,” she agreed.
“That’s…not bad.”
He tried an experimental push or two and felt a familiar tightening in
his
belly that made him stop again. Carefully he raised himself, lifting
her legs
high around his hips until her bottom left the ground and he could rock
against
her without immediate danger of reaching his end.
“God, I’ve missed you,” he muttered,
sliding his hands under her buttocks and
concentrating on sustaining the even keel he had found.
“Were you thinking about me?” asked Claire
dreamily. “Back up there, when you
were…” she hesitated, wondering acceptable term
might serve. “Touching
yourself?”
Joe opened his eyes and looked down at her. There was no trace of
teasing in
her voice, just honest, breathy curiosity; just her slim, pale form now
part of
his own body. Denial seemed pointless, and at that moment he felt a
flame of
desire to be open with her. He sank against her, his wet hair curling
onto her
face and she twisted a lock around her tongue and sucked on it as her
fingers
dug into his back.
“Yes,” he admitted to her breast, firmly banishing
visions of other women and
speaking a reasonable version of the truth. “I always think
about you when I…do
that. Think about you like ye are now.”
Claire smiled over Joe’s shoulder at her small triumph,
grinding herself on to
him a little more firmly.
“And you?” he added, daringly because Claire was
the only woman he would have
said this to. “Do you ever think about me like
this?”
“Yes,” she murmured dreamily into his hair.
“I remember the things we’ve done
and I think about you when I’m in bed. Sometimes,”
she continued, not
insensible to the effect the news would have on him,
“I touch myself too.” She ground
on to him a
little harder, a little faster.
“Jesus! Don’t move like that when I’m so
close.” His voice suddenly took on a
new, rasping quality; she could hear it resonating in his chest. The
last part
of his brain capable of rational thought wanted to respond to this
revelation,
ask her if this was something all women did, but he sensed this was not
the
moment, and stored the question away for future use.
Claire was leaning back gently now, settling
him so that his pelvis rested heavily against her.
“Is this better then?” she asked in a whisper.
He smiled down at her again, feeling the ballooning urge inside him ebb
a
little. He nodded, his tongue curling up over the corner of his lip,
his body
settling into a new pattern of more shallow thrusts.
“It’s grand, but I can’t be holding off
another time.”
“No, no, that’s fine,” she replied, still
in a dreamy, sing-song voice,
reaching up to caress his flat, hard chest. “Me
too.”
A few moments later, her cry startled a flock of birds and they rose in
a great
clap of wings from the nearby trees, their squawking signalling the
finish to
the empty country around them. Joe laughed, his face hot and damp
again, wet
curls plastered flat to his head.
He
hugged her tightly then they rolled apart, and still touching, lay
looking up
at the canopy of trees latticing across the sky above them. For a few
moments
neither of them spoke.
“Ye can’t stay you know,” Joe told her
regretfully. “We’re miles from anywhere
here, just riding through.”
“I know.” She comforted him with an arm flopped
over his chest. “I understand.”
She snuggled closer against him. “Stay with me though. Fall
asleep with me
here?”
He bent his head to look down at her.
“Did ye think I’d just leave ye here
then?”
“No. I don’t think you’d do that. I think
you’re much too well brought up to
abandon a naked lady in the woods.”
“To hell with being brought up,” said Joe, kissing
her head with an easy
affection. “Ye know I don’t want ye gone from me.
I’ll be missing ye again before
you’re half out of me sight.”
Claire smiled into his chest.
“Though I’ve never thought ye were exactly what we
call a lady round these
parts,” he added wickedly, grinning at the kick in the leg
that his words
earned him.
Sleep, which had so easily stolen over Joe when he lay alone on the
grass, was
more evasive now. Warm exhaustion from their lovemaking flooded through
him,
but drowsiness remained elusive. Claire was already sleeping peacefully
against
his chest. He wondered what would happen if he remained awake. Would
she maybe
just stay here in the woods with him? Would she somehow evaporate in
his
arms? Although the
idea of keeping her
with him was delightful, it was fraught with practical problems, so he
rested
his head on hers, tucked the blanket over her as best he could, and
waited
patiently for oblivion to claim him. Beside him, her body rose and
fell, her
lips parted and she muttered lightly. He began to worry about what
would happen
if Ned and the boys found them there? How was he meant to explain
Claire’s
sudden appearance in the middle of nowhere? Like a child commanded to
go to
sleep, he closed his eyes tightly as if in obedience to some unseen
authority.
He was still telling himself that sleep was never going to come when he
finally
lost consciousness. It
was only for a
few brief seconds but it was enough. When he opened his eyes again, he
was
quite alone amongst the trees. He sat up looking all around in case she
had
wandered away for a moment. There was nothing; only a faint rustling
from some
animal in the undergrowth broke an oppressive silence. She was gone.
Joe lay back
on the ground and
contemplated the bright morning sky with bitterness. Like chasing a
half-remembered dream, already there was nothing to show that she had
ever been
with him. Even her clothes had vanished. He sighed, rose to his feet
and
dressed, ready to return to the hut and the daily duties that awaited
him. First job,
boiling water for a drink of tea.
Gradually however, as he tramped back up the
hill, a kind of peace began to steal over him. It was not true, he
realised,
that she had left nothing behind. He had an ease and contentment that
was more
than just physical. And he was refreshed by the reminder that
somewhere, Claire
was already missing him as much as he missed her. One day, no doubt,
when he
least expected it again, she would be back.
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